i stopped and wondered...

i stopped and wondered…
in so many years that passed…
that i lived,
i had never stopped ..

i had never wondered..

i had just went on living life..
living each day as it comes.
now i stopped and wondered..
wondered what had i done..
where was the me standing..

and from where the present i was seeing the me..
had i lost the me completely,
or still some traces of me were left with the i..

i wondered from where the life led it…
to which place it had reached ..
in this journey the i forgot something ,
remembered a little ..
a little of me.. and a little of her..
her… don’t you wonder who her...

her is the one who lived the i and the me as a child,
a child who lived… who merried a long long time back..
the carefree, merry, purest soul…
the me left the her back as the years made her the me..
the me who lived some conscious.. romantic times,
with caring friends, daring dreams, aspiring soul,
hmm… that the me lost in the times and tides of life
… and so me became the i
i went on living the life.. the day as it comes,
i wonder now what would be the next transformation…
what the life has in store for the i..
hope it would not become a you
or worst.. something nothing
let the I be I for the whatever life is remaining..
because still the i have some traces of the me and the her…
cause still the i merries like her
and the i romances like the me..
but time never allowed to stop and wonder..
to go back in memories and never will
but now i stop and wonder..
don’t want to go back..
i just want to live with me and her…!